twitter is so much easier for me to update what has been going on with me.
but im gonna do journal-ing once in a while. 

sometimes, i cant say what i feel abt everything in my twitter cause it seems like s knows what my tweets are but ironically s has a twitter too but doesnt follow me. ( -_-" )
i have soooooooooooo much to say to you but i dont wanna let it all out. whats the point. you wont change. it hurts me so bad to always want to talk to you but you dont seem excited at all to even want to start a convo with me. when you were away, i thought of you every single day of my life. wondering how are you doin, what are you doin, wether or not you are injured and most importantly wondering if you ever thought of me too. i hate that everytime when i talk to you, you always, alwaysssssssssssssssss reply late. it shows that your not at all interested in talking to me. well even if you are busy, you could have the courtesy to tell me that you are busy so i wouldnt wait for your reply.
Even after sooooooooooo many arguments and tensions that we had, we never seem to get it right.
why? cause it takes two to salsa.

its funny how i can seem to talk to your bestest friend with no awkwardness and talk abt anything and everything in the world, and to my own boy i just cant seem to find any topic to talk abt. sigh.  

You know that feeling when you’ve been waiting for someone to go online, you say “hello” but they don’t reply, but on the other hand, you see them on facebook joining groups and talking to other people as if they didn’t receive your message. I know, it’s hard.

It Gets Harder Everyday..
 

 BoyF is back. its been almost a week. ):
school is starting v soon. damn. i hate it.
i dont hate sch, but when i think of sch it just pisses me off cause i still wanna enjoy my holidays. new term is coming up, april intakes ppl are coming in.  since school is gonna start that means training is starting soon.  
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i just dont understand why must other people stuck thier bloody nose up in other peoples life.
jeeez. cant stand all these people.

   to girls who have boyfs in the mens team that are in msia now. 



ITS THREE MORE DAYS TILL THEY COME BACKKKKK!
YEAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

I CANNOT WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!

 
OH CRAPPP, I MISS YOU SO MUCH ALREADY. )):

I SLEPT WITH A WIDE SMILE ON MY FACE BECAUSE I MET YOU!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i was in a more than cloud 9 and over the moon feeling.
SO SO SO SOS OS SO SOSO OS OS SOS S SO SOOSOS OS OS S SOSOSSSOSOSOSS SOSOSS SO SOSOSOSOSSOSOSOSOSOOOOOHAPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
hi love, i hope you have a great time there being a mat msia for 12 days. but when you come back, dont a mat msia okay! take care of yourself when youre there. please behave! dont be notty. and when you come home, ill be here waiting.
xoxoxoxoxo



  hey limin! this is esp for you(:
awwww.. hahaha!

seriously, it really sucks to be the one trying my best to be noticed by some dick head boy that i love so much.  but i think, after yesterday. the thought of letting everything go just went away. if it wasnt for you. i wouldnt have found my way there, you were the right person to ask. and im very glad that i made my effort to see him just before he leaves. yeah, i think what you said it true. i mean, its like.. when i feel like giving up, i think of why i held on for so long in the first place. but sometimes, its just damn annoyying like &^$$#&#!#!#%^%#& !! i can only see you during the games, cause now that you have trngs like 4 days a week plus weekends. tsk tsk tskk.. its hard. but you can do it. like what rico always says, if you believe you'll achieve! HAHAHAHAHAH!  and and, i hope whatever you get for him, he'll like it. ((:
i love you tooooooooooooo! xoxoxoxoxxo